On My Own Time passes by with a Blur. Life goes on and my mind barely Stirs. Everything passes by Me, Yet it’s only the bad I See. The good is unseen Or just too hard to Believe. Everything perfect is Gone. Each day becomes more Long. And I weep for happiness, Surrounded by loneliness, I search for someone to rescue my soul, To change my heart of Coal Into Gold, again. I used to laugh, I used to love, I used to believe there was someone watching Me from above. All seems pointless, All leads to the end. I am alone, I am my only Friend.