Lost Friends


It’s my sudden actions
which my friends cannot accept.
I crossed the line between love and
friendship.

I acted without little thought
now the words, “no friends remain” is my only
thought.

They don’t understand
how alone I feel
but having no friends
is even a bigger deal.

A guy doesn’t mean all that
much . . .
Sitting alone, I glance and see
that no one really loves me.

Nothing can be said, nothing can be done,
my heart aches,
sets like an evening sun.

Closing down . . isolation
desperation
longing for it all to end
because now, I don’t even
have a single friend.